Monday, April 24, 2006

Aghast!

Hmm... I met a really weird person on my way to church tuition last Sat. This was what happened...
As you guys who so often take the MRT would noe, imprinted on the floor of the platforms (of most train stations) near the tracks are the numerous yellow "Y"-shaped signs to mark out where the train doors would roughly be and to encourage us to stand according to where they are to enhance the efficiency of human flow in and out of the train.
Then there was this person (I shall call him Mr. A), who stood right in the middle of the "Y". For the rich people who don't take the MRT, the centre of the "Y" is supposedly allocated for the passengers to alight and leave the train. Well, that wasn't really a very big thing honestly, so Mr. A continued to happily stand in the middle of the "Y". But what was worse was that he was standing BEYOND the yellow line! I wanted to go up to him and pull him back (cos he's really endangering his own life, and others' too) but I didn't. I was thinking to myself, "The driver would definitely sound the horn at him later." But seriously, he looked so learned and educated (bespectacled and all), doesn't he understand simple Physics??
So when the train pulled into the station, lo and behold, the driver sounded the horn! And do you noe how much I dislike the MRT horns? They're always so stupidly loud and it never fails to give me a shock every time I hear it lah, no matter how 'prepared' I am. =P Anyways, that's not the worst thing. Mr. A didn't seem to think that the horn was directed at him and he actually turned to look around him to see who the perpetrator was. At that point in time, I really felt like going up to him and tell him, "Hey. That horn was for YOU." But I didn't. Hehe. And he was standing REALLY near the train lor...
In any case, when the train finally came to a stop, Mr. A hurriedly pushed himself even more forward (I can imagine his lips 'kissing' the windows of the train. Haha.) and when the train door opened, he charged in immediately and made his way towards the ONLY seat that was available. And it so happened that there was another middle-aged lady who was heading for the SAME seat as well. This lady, I presume, had just finished her grocery shopping since she was carrying a few filled NTUC plastic bags in both her hands. So guess what happened? Our dear Mr. A actually had the cheek to go past her and 'snatch' that seat away from her! I was totally digusted lor! I mean, can't he be a gentleman and give up his seat to those who need it more than him?? Seriously, what's the problem with him?!
Then... He did something which really made took the wind out of my sails... After he was comfortably seated down, he rummaged through his bag and fished out a book which was so disturbingly familiar. It was "The Purpose-Driven Life" by Rick Warren... For those who dunno, that is a highly-recommended book among the Christian population. SO I presumed Mr. A is also a Christian and it's really revolting to see a fellow Christian behaving in such an uncivilised manner lah! =P

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Some random thoughts...

Sometimes I wonder the people whom I call my "friends" are really who they are...

A few nights ago, I received an SMS from a fellow blogger. Due to something which I've written, she thought I had been given the green light to return to medical school to finish my final year (and then graduate subsequently). Well, even though she was mistaken, this SMS somehow still touched my heart. I've known long ago that this true friend of mine is a really genuine person and she sincerely does care for her friends. And I also know she's one of those who hopes that I can go back to school one day. So... Thanks very much for dropping that SMS yah... You noe who you are... So dun need to reply... =)

That aside, I've also got to noe something really quite terrible and amoral about another person whom I've known for years, or at least, I THOUGHT I had known for years. I dun think it's time for me to blog about it yet. So for you eager (Read: kaypoh) ones, patience ah... =P

Come to think of it, this person actually has been very nice to me... When I was STILL in medical school at least. Now that I'm no longer there, things have started to become different... IT is no longer as friendly as before. IT sometimes can't really be bothered to answer questions when I ask. And IT gets frustrated easily, even with the smallest comment I make. Why this drastic change in attitude?? In retrospect, have I been used as a stepping stone for IT to achieve ITs aims? Or am I just some easy-to-dupe substitute to make sure that IT always gets surrounded by somebody all the time and is never lonely and is "Oh-so-popular". Or... Maybe I'm just being over-sensitive? Oh well, I'm not sure but I seriously dun think I am...

Anyhow, if you think you are IT, dun bother to ask me. I will NOT tell you. I've chosen to use IT for 2 reasons: firstly is to hide the gender of the person (obviously), and secondly, is that I feel that this person is really quite indespicable, and so IT might be more appropriate... Just like an inhuman animal. Sorry if I sound very harsh. After all these years, I've learnt to protect myself and I will never let people use me as their stepping stones anymore. Period.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

This Personality Quiz is quite accurate!

The results showed that:
  • I'm a realist.
  • I believe in tradition, am friendly, and remember dates (birthdays, etc.)
  • I am analytical, cautious, and distrustful.
  • I am secure, stubborn, and stick to my ideals.
  • I am a good listener.
  • I have a good sex life.

Oh well, I think most of the things are true for me (don't you think so? Haha)... Maybe except the last part lah haha.